Its me again

I don't know why I don't write, some astrologer told me that I cannot take it as a profession but as a hobby, which really demotivated me but then I thought I have no genuine hobby apart from reading and writing, so might as well continue writing for me more than for money. For a job I think I can make money by jabbering marketing ideas.

For starters, this is my first blog in two years (Shit! I can be such a lazy bum). I am the reigning queen of procrastination I really mean it, if there's a competition I think I'll surely win a prize.(Now its getting boring to read, I know)

So what am I going to do in this blog, I will stick to it and continue to write my heart out till I can (maybe I can publish it some day). My life has taken some serious turns in this three years.

I went back to India and got pregnant, have a baby boy now who is 1.5 years old. Now here's the catch, I am again in Dubai leaving my baby with my mother (I have a husband whom I consider just consider as a punching bag, I can be more notorious with words). I am repenting big time now, feel guilty even for leaving my baby like this at home but if I dint take that decision, I would have crashed by now.

Its been very taxing years both physically and mentally, I'll tell you in later blogs.

As for now bye...... Need to get back to my lame job which I feel is useless anyways it pays me my salary.

Mingling thoughts

Mingling toughts.... Dangling dreams
will they be fullfilled is all I feel
when will the time arrive
when shall I live
A life so full of bliss a life in peace

Being a Solitary reaper is a cliche now
being in a crowd you're still alone now
what a clicle;what a blunder
many a times to life I surrender

Lots to see
Lots to do
But things all seen and done
I feel there's nothing to do
so let my life come undone

alloha everyone

oh my god,

I don't believe this! I have joined this ever expanding group that is already headed by a million users, hey everyone take some time and write to me, make me feel welcome!